... The hell am I supposed to talk about then? > n >
I miss my tablet pen, wanna doodle so I can COLOR stuff. I hate coloring traditionally. ;; A ;;
Oh well, no doodles from me for a while. Here, take an old, shitty background practice instead.
Friday 6 January 2012
Ordered to blog more ~
Yup, Teci ordered me to blog more often, so I guess I will try to do just that.
... The hell am I supposed to talk about then? > n >
I miss my tablet pen, wanna doodle so I can COLOR stuff. I hate coloring traditionally. ;; A ;;
Oh well, no doodles from me for a while. Here, take an old, shitty background practice instead.
... The hell am I supposed to talk about then? > n >
I miss my tablet pen, wanna doodle so I can COLOR stuff. I hate coloring traditionally. ;; A ;;
Oh well, no doodles from me for a while. Here, take an old, shitty background practice instead.
Thursday 5 January 2012
Finally an update ~
Oh god, I am so sorry for never updating this thing anymore! I keep on forgetting I have this blog. D:
Anywho, as usual nothing much is happening. I'm going to some conventions, hopefully, and I am having having some trouble with my depression as usual. xD
Going with Teci and Ailin to BanzaiCon in April, really looking forward to it as I will cosplay for the first time EVER. 8D
I shall be Italy from Hetalia, which I believe I have mentioned a million times before in earlier posts. > u >
Also, I am going to Desucon in July and maaaaaybe I'm going to LFCC just to bother Vic again. >_>
I have nothing better to do, so I hope people will join me there. It's the 6th-8th July if anyone wanna go with me. <3
Oh, going to Sweden with Kèrri, that's gonna be fun. I love her house down there, it's lovely ~
Hm, what else? I've figured out for sure that I have gotten a crush on one of my best friends. And now I'm scared shitless as I have no clue how to handle this. I've never liked anyone before, I mean, last time was when I was... 8-10 years old! That doesn't count, kids are young, they know nothing. So I am all new in this "having a crush on someone"-thing, and especially when it's a girl WHO is one of my best friends! D:
Thing is, I think she likes some other person. No wonder, we barely see each other. She lives across the country. About 7-8 hours with train, which makes it difficult to just visit her too. It costs money to travel. ; n ;
Meeting her at Desucon, though. That'll be great. <3
But really, I'm too scared to confess too, as I don't wanna ruin our friendship. Plus I'm terrified of being rejected. ; n ;
I'm sorry, ignore my whining! Sheesh, I'm not supposed to be like this, I'm supposed to be tough. Not some lovesick brat. >_>
Ignore me, it's just me thinking, err, loud. > n >
Over and out ~
- Ai
Anywho, as usual nothing much is happening. I'm going to some conventions, hopefully, and I am having having some trouble with my depression as usual. xD
Going with Teci and Ailin to BanzaiCon in April, really looking forward to it as I will cosplay for the first time EVER. 8D
I shall be Italy from Hetalia, which I believe I have mentioned a million times before in earlier posts. > u >
Also, I am going to Desucon in July and maaaaaybe I'm going to LFCC just to bother Vic again. >_>
I have nothing better to do, so I hope people will join me there. It's the 6th-8th July if anyone wanna go with me. <3
Oh, going to Sweden with Kèrri, that's gonna be fun. I love her house down there, it's lovely ~
Hm, what else? I've figured out for sure that I have gotten a crush on one of my best friends. And now I'm scared shitless as I have no clue how to handle this. I've never liked anyone before, I mean, last time was when I was... 8-10 years old! That doesn't count, kids are young, they know nothing. So I am all new in this "having a crush on someone"-thing, and especially when it's a girl WHO is one of my best friends! D:
Thing is, I think she likes some other person. No wonder, we barely see each other. She lives across the country. About 7-8 hours with train, which makes it difficult to just visit her too. It costs money to travel. ; n ;
Meeting her at Desucon, though. That'll be great. <3
But really, I'm too scared to confess too, as I don't wanna ruin our friendship. Plus I'm terrified of being rejected. ; n ;
I'm sorry, ignore my whining! Sheesh, I'm not supposed to be like this, I'm supposed to be tough. Not some lovesick brat. >_>
Ignore me, it's just me thinking, err, loud. > n >
Over and out ~
- Ai
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