Atlas...

... Is a bitch. :I
Just saying.

Serahhhh stop being uselesssss.! *table-flips at Serah Farron*

Alone at last ~

Yup, mom and Kjell has left for Peterborough. The house is mine for 2 weeks. Ohohoh ~

Now, do something about this heat. It's too damn warm outside. :U


- Ai

Omg, I live.

Just a little update as I am really bored, and the classroom doesn't open before in like... 20 minutes or so.

I don't know what to talk about though, can say I have gone into a little Pokèmon spree again. Not the games, though. Strangely enough only the music and doodling. Don't get me wrong, I do love the games. They are a huge part of my life, but lately it's just so... mainstream. Know what I mean? Everyone is talking about it, ESPECIALLY the upcoming "Pokèmon Black & White 2", which I for one, don't look forward to. At. All. It's just not good old pokèmon anymore. Creativity, please?

Ah, yes. I mentioned doodles. Please ignore them, though. I didn't have ref for anythingggg.

First one is of my OC, Jamie in her Team Rocket uniform AKA her real self. Other one is of her in her "undercover" clothes. Agh, I don't like her... And Charizards are a PAIN in the freaking ASS to draw with no ref. Yes, I know his wings are missing on the second doodle. I never got to draw them.

Any other updates...? Thanks to my granny's attitude, my mood is dropping again. Not to the "bawwww life sucks, mofo", but more just... like I don't feel well about anything. And when my mood drops, I don't feel up for drawing. Ffffh, I have so many ideas I wanna get downnnn. //tableflip//

Everything seems to piss me off today.

Oh, right. Free comic book day tomorrow. Actually, I'm looking forward to meet some people who was at Banzai. I kinda miss them. Since I am going home today, I just hope my mood lightens up. If not it's not gonna be fun at all. //rolls over//

Anyway, I guess that's all. Now please excuse me while I go cry in a corner because of all the awesome artists out there I wanna be like. //shot//

~ Ai

Yes, I am alive.

Sorry for not having updated in a while. I've been dead with personal stuff, like school and drawing and such.

Anyway, been working on a new character the last few days. I've quite fallen for him, actually. His name is Senshi Tsukitan, and he is an assassin. I wont bother to write his whole story here, if you wanna know, ask me.

But yeah. Been working on this fella a lot. 

Other than that, I've actually been to a convention! Yeah, I was to Banzaicon in Larvik and it was amazing. I had so much fun there, and I met so many amazing people. <3

I am looking forward to Desucon now, Milla and Kèrri is joining. Fffh. <3

More personal-ish, I've started to see a school psyciatrist. I still feel depressed, though, so it doesn't help much yet. I have my happy-moments, but they seem to appear more and more rarely. Usually I paste a fake smile on my face, though. It works more or less. 

I guess that is more or less it. Mom's going to England in a month for two weeks. Looking forward to have the house for myself.

Over and out ~

- Ai

That which is yet to come ~

Because my titles make no sense.

Today's the cosplay cafe, later today that is. Looking forward to it, though because of mom and the dog I have to go home early. Like, 19.30 today kind of early, and it doesn't end before 18.00 tomorrow. Damnit.
Oh well, at least I get to watch the Cosplays ~

It appears that Sabrina is going to Banzaicon as well, gonna be fun! :D
It's not far away now ~ Oh gosh, I'm looking so much forward to it! Though I doubt I will be able to cosplay anything after all... My Italy cosplay isn't savable, it simply enough doesn't fit. And I don't have a wig nor any form of contact lenses. Wanted to cosplay casual Prussia, so I was supposed to borrow a wig from Lizzy, but she sold it yesterday. ; n ;
Oh well. D:

Maybe I'll get myself some nice cosplay for Desucon - which Milla is perhaps going to as well. Omg, I'm looking so much forward to... everything these days! ; u ;
What I'm looking most forward to, though, is to glomp Xei-chan! <3

Anyway, got some K-pop from Milla yesterday. I am forever in her debt for giving me SNSD (Girl's Generation) and Super Junior songs! <3
*listens to Mr. Simple for the millionth time*

... Here, have some doodles. :I

 She has new hairstyle now :I

Though I don't care if people draw her with the short version ~ 

 .... I was bored and felt like drawing Ai and Yori. >u>

 BUTTWING <3

And a request from Xei ~ <3

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MY DRAWING STYLE?!

Don't think I have anything else to mention at the moment. ouo

*sneaks to watch Naruto Shippuuden and download music*

This amazing title is amazing.

Hi y'all ~

Once again I am coming with a useless update, and as usual I don't have much to update about.

Tomorrow there will be a Cosplay cafe at 1880 Ungdomshuset in Bergen, which I am more or less exited about, yet I don't really wanna go. Of course, I have to go, I'm a host.

It's not that I'm not looking forward to it, it's just that I haven't done much to help, so I feel bad just thinking about the whole project. Lizzy has fixed nearly anything, and now I'm broke on top of it all, so I can't even help buying food.

But yeah, other news ~
Let's see... England is secured, we're moving this summer! Woohoo ~
Looking forward to it. It's so strange to think that I'll live there in November. >_>
... FFFFFF- MOM FOUND TICKETS FOR FINAL FANTASY ANNIVERSARY CONCERT NOVEMBER 2ND! YAY! Omg, I hope she's kind enough to buy it for me! ; A ;
Omgomgomgomg... I wanna go!

... Ignore me. >_>
Anyway, next update I will stuff some doodles in. Don't have time at the moment and I feel like posting this shit right now.

..... I should stop geeking Azer's deviantart. http://frzdragon.deviantart.com/
She affects my style. >_>

... See you guys later. <3

Anatomy? What is that?

As the title so gently describes, I have yet to discover what this so called "anatomy" truly is.

Anyway, done some doodles so take them. *tosses them in your face*

I... I don't know. I wanted to draw something Legend of Zelda-ish and ended up with this. Most anatomically correct shit I have drawn for years. Anatomy? What? Never heard of. >_>

And I wanted a new pokémon trainer. She's named Lira Irwin and she is a former ranger. >u>

Vaine Hollows, a rather new OC if mine. I've had him for months, but never had the chance to draw him properly. He's an asshole who is often sarcastic, he's blind and he sees through birds as he sold his eyes to a bird demon in order to save some person I haven't created yet. The person later betrayed him, so he doesn't trust anyone any longer. |D

Have a terrible sketch of Vaine that's non-chibi. Never bothered to finish it, so I randomly colored his eyes because I could. =u=--b

Getting into doodling my Hetalia OC Bergen, so here. Have this 10-15 min. doodle. >_>
I hate it, so why do I even bother to upload it here...?
Anyway, yeah. Anatomy? Propotions? I have no idea what you're talking about. Didn't spend much time on this shit and I was bored, so I colored it lazily. Very lazily.

I want a pillow like that... Just with Prussia's flag on it, or England... >u>


Anyway, maybe you want some proper update? I've been to our new house today. Yup, new house. We're moving tomorrow -again- to some place where doctors used to live. It's okay enough, but I've stopped to see places as home now. No where feels like home any longer. Meh. xD
If things goes correctly, which I hope they do, I'll be heading to England when summer break starts, meaning I will actually live in England when LFCC comes. Wow.. Surreal to think about.

Also going to get myself a female Prussia cosplay. Casual, though, I look like crap in unif- FUCK! D:
I just remembered! The lovely jacket Lizzy sewed for me! FFFFUCK FUCK FUCK! Prussia's jacketttt! Lizzyyyy ~ it burnt down! ; A ;
I'm so sorry for destroying it so soon! AGH! D8
And yet you fixed me a new Italia-wig. I'm not worthy of your kindness! ;; A ;;

Over and out ~
*goes and dies somewhere*