Nothing's going on today. I'm sitting in math class, not understanding a shit. My mood level is at maximum EMO at the moment, so I'm exploring Paint Tool Sai a little. *laughs sarcastically*
Going home today, will waste my little time free from exhaustion on Supernatural and Clannad otome I suppose. Perhaps some doodling, I dunno.
Sneak peak time~
Will try out new shading and such, perhaps play around with some shiny effects, I'm not sure yet.
... Hush, I know the anatomy is way off. Ugh. Those arms.
Anyway, not sure, but I think I have broken a great friendship. It's probably for the best, as the things he is doing can ruin his future and me and my friend's as well, yet I can't help but to have this icky feeling inside. We had a rant out yesterday, and I have to admit to myself that I don't know if it's wise that I hang out with him anymore. Tried to talk with him over the phone today, but he kinda brushed me off and didn't say much. Is it my fault that he is doing what he's doing? I'm starting to seriously wonder now, I seem to have that.. depressing effect on people.
So I've might lost great friend whom I have considered as a brother for nearly 4 years now. He saved me during, err, middle school or junior high? I always felt like I owed him my life, and now it's ended like this. Great. *goes off to die in a corner now*
Don't think I have anything else to say. See ya all.
- Ai
Oi, Oi. It's not your fault what someone else choose to do with their life. If he doesn't want to listen to reason, it's his own fault whatever the consequences might be.
ReplyDeleteAnd the only thing about the arms I want to baw about is that it's the wrinkles on the arm warmers that make it look wonky, the other stuff you can get away with <3