People keep telling me to blog more often, so I will do my bet to do so. Today I do have something to talk about, though, so yeah.
Saturday the 28th of January my house decided to troll and burn down, making me and Kèrri' weekend a complete mess. We were going to go for a walk that day, but apparently the house didn't want to let us be healthy. It started burning in Kèrri' room, aka my living room where all my game consoles and anime was, and it had spread around the whole house and burnt it down within an hour. So fun, yay. *sarcasm*
I wont bother to go into details how that day went, to say it like that, but I can admit I have never been that scared before. Strangely enough I managed to stay completely calm and joke about it, so I think it didn't affect me much. Though, I don't know anymore. Maybe I'm not so alright as I keep telling myself I am.
As usual I've been quite down at the bottom lately, though something really nice happened. I somehow confessed to my crush, and it went really well. She said she liked me back, so that made me really happy. I have no clue of what's going on now, though. Are we together? Are we not? How do we become together? How should I act to not scare her away? How should I talk? Can I be myelf? I don't know, I'm so awkward at these things.
Can't find my tablet pen, by the way, so I wont be posting doodles for a while. Besides, I'm not in the mood for drawing. I'm not really in the mood for anything.
See ya all.
- Ai
Even though you are able to joke about something, doesn't mean you are ok. I guess for you that would be a shock reaction to calm yourself down.
ReplyDeleteOnly way to figure out if you are together or not is to confront her about her and just ask? But I guess you had plans on doing that already, didn't you? C:
ReplyDeleteHope you're feeling better soon, I hate seeing you feel down. <3